Little Miss Andrea and Ms Emily

Ms Emily is a lovely young woman who has been working at my Bridal Shoppe for some time now. I recently promoted Emily to assistant manager. She is extremely competent, strong-willed, very intelligent and a hard worker. She seemed to develop an interest in Andrea from the moment she started working for me. When Andrea became a child Emily became even more interested. She enjoyed playing games and dolls with Andrea on her breaks. I thought that that was very sweet of Emily.

It was not more than a month ago that I learned that Emily is quite Domme. I am quite the opposite where adult women are concerned. Emily could tell that I was interested in a relationship. It was not long before she became Mistress Emily to me.
Ms Emily expects me to share Andrea with her. But this blog is about Little Miss Andrea, not me.

Last night, Mistress Emily came for dinner. We had a lovely evening highlighted by Ms Emily enjoying playing with little Miss Andrea. Emily knows all about the key words. The one that interested her most was "Sissy Andrew". (Emily had me write down the chat with Andrea and write it in my blog).

Emily: "Sissy Andrew"
Andrea: (after about a 30 second pause) "Please Auntie Casey. I beg you to show off your pretty princess to everyone."
Emily: Why did you say that Andrea?
Andrea: Because I must please Auntie Casey and Mommy. They love it so much when they can show off their Pretty Princess.
Emily: You will do anything to please Mommy and Auntie Casey. Andrea?
Andrea: yes, Ms Emily.
Emily: Is that why you let yourself be reduced from a man to a little girl?
Andrea: (Starts to cry and sob) Yes, Ms Emily.
Emily: We're you a man before , Andrea?
Andrea: (Still sobbing) Yes, Ms Emily.
Emily: How to do you feel now, Andrea?
Andrea: (Crying) Very small and very helpless, Ms Emily. Ms, Emily....?
Emily: Yes, Andrea?
Andrea: May I please have my Samantha doll, Ms Emily?
Emily (laughing): (hands Andrea her Samantha doll)
Andrea takes her Samantha doll from Emily and begins to hug her tightly in her arms (still sobbing)
Emily: Andrea, you never were a man. You have always been a little girl "Pretty Princess"
Andrea: "I am a pretty princess. I have always been a little girl. I love being a little girl"

I put Andrea to bed after that. Ms Emily and I chatted about what had transpired.
She commented about how helpless and small Andrea truly is. Her reaction was something to the effect that "Andrea's only possible reaction was to cry like a little girl and reach for the comfort of her doll". She truly is
a helpless little child.

Joanne

Andrea's Punishment

About a month ago Andrea was caught lying to her Mommy and Auntie. She was saying things about when she was a boy. I had warned her many times that it was not funny or appropriate for a little girl to lie. Especially since I know of no little girl who would make up lies of that type. Andrea knows she was born on June 15, 2001 and has fond memories of growing up as my darling daughter. She remembers her 5th birthday party when we went to the zoo with her girlfriends. She does enjoy talking about that.

Ms Casey and I decided that Andrea would be a very small baby for the weekend to teach her a lesson. She was put in a baby dress and diapers. (Doesn't she look adorable in her dress and bonnet?) She was fed baby food and drank warm milk from bottles. Most of the time she would have a pacifier in the mouth. She was not allowed to say anything but baby gibberish. She also had a baby sitter for the weekend. She was given lots of food and liquids which forced her to make in her diapers. You can be sure Andrea was totally humiliated by having women change her diapers.

Andrea spent the weekend mostly in bed or on the floor playing with baby toys and making baby sounds. She learned what being completely helpless is all about. She admitted that she hated every minute of this punishment. Andrea told me that what she missed the most was her pretty dresses. Isn't that adorable and sweet?

But, in order to be sure she does not ever misbehave again I am starting to organize a nursery for a baby girl. The next time she misbehaves she will be a baby for a week (at least). Here are photos of the baby crib and high chair that I plan to order for her.

Since her punishment she has been the best little girl a Mommy could ever have. She listens and obeys. There is nothing she will not do for her Mommy and Auntie. She loves her life as an 8 year old girl (she tells me that often). The threat of being a baby brings her to tears.




Joanne

Clinging to Mommy's Skirts

Have you ever seen a shy little girl, say about 2 or 3 years old, clinging to her Mommy's skirts? Have you seen the same little girl at age 4 or 5 going to school for her first day clinging to Mommy's skirts because she is shy and afraid? I have always found that behavior cute and adorable. There is something just darling about shy and helpless little girls who need the protection and care of their Mommies.

Andrea has become quite the clingy little girl at times. Even though she is 8 years old she gets very shy quite often. it usually happens when she feels someone staring at her or just a general sense of helplessness. It does not happen when I specifically introduce her to someone. When that happens she has been taught to curtsey and say "how do you do?" and then give a sweet girly smile. When she is "clingy" she will stand behind me, hold me around the waist loosely (sometimes a bit tighter depending on how she is feeling) and put her head on my back. Once she even put her thumb in her mouth like a little baby.

I do find this occasional behavior sweet and adorable. I told my sweet little girl that any time she feels she needs to cling to me she should do it. It is very endearing to feel how dependent she is on her Mommy. The other thing she does, when we are out in public together, is hold my hand very tightly. There are times when I need my hand to hold something or get something out of my purse. At those moments Andrea may lightly grab my skirt or be very clingy as I have described.

Our little girl is so submissive, helpless and adorably sweet. She loves pleasing her Mommy and Auntie. Does this give you an idea of Andrea's mental and emotional state? She has accepted her situation and just adores being a little girl.

Joanne.

Reducing Andrea to a little girl

The challenge with transforming Andrea into a little girl is all the baggage that comes with having male and adult memories, experiences and possessions. Andrea moved in with me into my guest room. I'm still in the process of decorating it for a little girl. Taking control over all her possessions was quite easy. My lawyer made all the arrangements. Andrea signed all the papers.
As a child she has no need for a car, credit cards and the like. With my power of attorney I am able to use her money and assets to take care of all her needs as a little girl.

The biggest challenge was to take her to the point where she would not think and act like an adult. I found a psychologist and hypnotist by the name of Susan. Susan explained to me that children and submissives are the most susceptible to hypnosis. Using trigger words Susan could create the memories and a reality for Andrea. We started with "Pretty Princess". When Andrea hears those words she says aloud "I am a pretty princess. I have always been a little girl. I love being a little girl". It triggers many more memories of growing up as a little girl and a birthday of June 15, 2001. Her emotions are of loving being a little girl. She is cared for and adores everything about being a child. Her pretty dresses, her dolls, her girlfriends, her Mommy and Auntie.

There is also a need to negatively reinforce having any boy or adult thoughts. When she hers the words "Wicked Witch" she gets very scared. Because she has been telling lies and making up stories about being a boy. She knows that she will be punished. When she hears those words she will feel pain, will start to cry and then say. "I have never been a boy. Please punish me for lying. I have always been a little girl".

This worked fairly well except for one situation for which she was punished. She was forced to be a baby in diapers for a weekend. I will write more about that in a future post.

Susan recently added one more trigger phrase "Sissy Andrew". When he hears "Sissy Andrew" the FIRST thing he thinks of is that he used to be a man who could not please women. Deep thoughts of humiliation.
Not long after (maybe 10-15 seconds) the SECOND thought that enters his mind is that he is now a little 8 year old girl. Everything has been taken away. He is totally dependent on adults. The humiliation is 100 times more because he knows that everyone who sees him instantly knows that he has been reduced to a little girl.
The FINAL thought (another 15-20 seconds later) is one of joy that he is finally able to please a woman by becoming a little girl. The first words out of his mouth are "Please Auntie Casey. I beg you to show off your pretty princess to everyone." He know he is begging for more humiliation but he desires to please Mommy and Auntie so much that he has no choice. It is the only way he can please a woman. This is hard to explain without seeing the emotions that Andrea experiences. What happened Saturday afternoon was, for me, a truly incredible experience.

I had contacted two of Andrea's former co-workers. Two women who knew him well. They only knew him as a man.
They were waiting for us at the restaurant. I had Trish (Andrea's baby-sitter) come also to help out. I had Trish wait with Andrea outside so i could meet the ladies first and explain that there have been some changes to their friend. I texted Trish and told her to bring Andrea to our table. She was wearing her Pretty Princess dress and carrying her Samatha (American Girl) doll. Andrea was in "Pretty Princess" mode. I'm not sure whether she recognized the ladies. But she curtsied as she had been taught and then sat down. She was very shy as all little girls are when they meet new people.

At first the ladies thought that it was all one big Halloween type joke. They complimented Andrea on her dress, her doll and how cute she looked. After maybe 30 minutes or so they said she could stop acting. When she continued to be her little girl self they started to take this all seriously. At that point I said "Sissy Andrew" and started into Andrea's eyes. It's hard for me to explain but there was an unmistakable look of horror and extreme humiliation in them. She said the words "Please Auntie Casey. I beg you to show off your pretty princess to everyone." Then she screamed the word "Mommy" and started cry like a baby. I knew then that she recognized her former co-workers. She was horrified at what they saw she had become. I took her in my arms and tried to comfort her. After a short time I whispered "Pretty Princess" into her ear. She calmed down in a few minutes.

There was no doubt that she has become a helpless child completely dependent on adults for everything. The only reaction she could have was to cry like a little girl and scream for her Mommy's arms. I had Trish take her to the Ladies Room in order to relax her and clean her teary eyes. The ladies were at a loss for words. But by the time Andrea returned to the table they started treating her completely as a little girl.


Joanne

Andrea has started 3rd grade

I will write much more soon about Andrea's transition to childhood. But I'd like to share an important milestone that happened this week. Andrea started school in the 3rd grade. She joined 4 other girls in a home schooling class being taught by a Ms Dotson. Ms Dotson is a lovely lady who adores children. She took to Andrea right away.

Andrea is the youngest girl in the class. The other four girls are about 6 to 12 months older. Andrea is also younger both from a maturity level and at a lower grade level. She is still doing 2nd grade work. Plus she reacts much more emotionally to situations than the other girls. Her patience level is much lower. She is apt to start crying or sulking much more than the other girls.
She goes to school 4 days a week from 9 AM to 3 PM. I have asked her to write about her experiences this first week as a little girl in 3rd grade. This is what she wrote for me.

Mommy - I am having so much fun in school. Ms Dotson is very kind and loves teaching us girls. I like the other girls in the class. Their names are Lauren, Becky, Marsha and Erin. The girls are a bit older than I am. They are also better at school work than me. But I hope I can catch up. Most of this week we did reading and writing. I was learning to read the book "Sneakers, The Seaside Cat". It is all about Sneakers (the cat) who goes to the sea and finds so many interesting creatures. I laughed so much. The pictures are wonderful. The other thing is that I wear pretty dresses to school every day. All the other girls wear jeans and sneakers. I was feeling bad about that at first. But Ms Dotson said that I should be happy to be a girly girl. The other girls said I look very pretty in my dresses. I was so happy to hear that.

Andrea defers to the older girls in class. She is quite a follower. it is very interesting to see how they enjoy that she plays the games that they choose. Sometimes she wants to get her way and just pouts. But Ms Dotson catches that and corrects her behavior.

I must tell you that Andrea is such a cute and sweet girl when I drop her off for school. She is very excited that she can spend the day with other girls her age.

Joanne.

Next Steps to Childhood

Just having Andrea dress as a little girl was not at all sufficient. Our goal was to regress him to childhood where he would think and act as a little girl at all times. She would become totally and completely dependent on adults for everything. All his adult possessions would be take away. No car, no credit cards, no cell phone, no money (except for some candy money), absolutely nothing. being completely reduced to a child where the only things that would occupy her thoughts would be her dolls, her coloring books, her girly games and school work that was age appropriate for an 8 year old little girl.

It was very difficult for Andrea to stop talking like an adult and being concerned about adult issues. She was coming to work with me as a little girl. She would sit and play with her dolls and toys, read books, play games on her computer. The women at the Bridal Shoppe would occasionally stop by and play a little with her. I sometimes would take her on errands so she would adjust to people seeing her as a little girl.

She has a special prayer to her Auntie Casey which she has been reciting twice a day. Both at bedtime and when she awakes. It is quite precious to see her say her prayer from memory. She becomes quite emotional. This has had a major affect on changing her mindset from an adult to a child. Plus the chastity was making her weaker and more submissive by the day.

My dearest Auntie Casey
Please help me become the little girl I was meant to be
I am a child. A pretty eight year old girl.
I must stop pretending to be a big girl except for playing dress-up at home
Please help me give up all adult interests, thoughts and responsibilities.
I am ready to transition completely into childhood
Where Mommy cooks, takes me out to play and puts me to bed.

I love to wear my pretty girly dresses all the time
Playing with my dolls, watch pretty princess movies and draw lovely pictures
I enjoy playing girly games with my girlfriends
I also am a good daughter, helping Mommy when she needs

I promise to be completely submissive and well-behaved for all the adults in my life
I promise to give up all adult interests and thoughts
I have no need for adult things like a car and credit cards

I am an innocent and vulnerable little girl.
I am dependent on Mommy and Auntie for everything.
Auntie and Mommy know what is best for me and I will do whatever they tell me
I beg you to punish and humiliate me if I ever act like an adult again
I love you, Auntie Casey

I have requested that Andrea write about her first week at 3rd grade. I will post that soon.
Joanne

Introduction to my daughter, Andrea

The sweet 8 year old little girl you see in this photo is my new daughter Andrea. She was born on June 15, 2001. That makes her 8 years old. She is a darling little girl who loves playing with her dolls, drawing pretty pictures, playing girly games, helping her Mommy, and wearing pretty dresses. She also attends school 4 days a week in the 3rd grade. She is a very well adjusted and happy little girl who adores everything about being a little girl.

But the truth is that Andrea found herself in her current situation in a slightly different path than most little girls. Andrea is a sissy. A "man" who is submissive and enjoys being girly and feminine. He found Mistress Casey and asked for her help to begin living as a full time woman. The first thing Casey did was to lock him in chastity. For those who are not aware (for me also) chastity is the direct path to total sexual control. Andrea became so much more compliant and submissive with each passing day.

So how did Andrea and I meet? One day Andrea came into my Bridal Shop and asked about the job as assistant manager. She was dressed in a lovely pink suede skirt suit. She looked and behaved quite professional and very intelligent. I sensed a "child- like" excitement in her about the job opportunity. I found that charming and appealing. So after a couple interviews I decided to give her a chance.

Her responsibilities were administrative and also to help the salesgirls on the shoppe floor with keeping the gowns organized and on the proper racks. Things can get quite disorganized with gowns being taken off the main racks and moved to many different dressing rooms and locations as brides try them on. The most critical thing is to label a dress as belonging to a specific customer and put that gown on the "hold" rack. Andrea's administrative tasks included keeping track of sales, orders, vendors and shipments. That's quite a lot of responsibility for a person.


Andrea was working well and trying extremely hard but always seemed to make childish mistakes. One day I found her carrying a few dresses under her arms with the trains dragging on the floor. That was just totally unacceptable. Casey and I decided that if she was going to act so childish then she would learn what it would be like to be a child for a day. So we dressed Andrea up in this pretty flower faces dress and had her spend a Friday as a little girl. She came with me to the Shoppe that morning. All the girls were quite shocked to see her as a little girl hugging her doll to her bosom. They could not help but laughing at her predicament. In the afternoon I took Andrea out with me to run errands and do some shopping. Of course, many people looked and stared at her. I'm sure she felt embarrassed and humiliated. She spent the entire weekend as a child.

When Casey and I talked Sunday evening it was very clear to us that Andrea would be much better off living as a full time little girl. That's how it all started. I'll write more soon. I'll also have Little Miss Andrea do some writing on my blog. Even though she is only in 3rd grade she can write complete sentences. I'd love to have her share how much she loves going to school and being with other girls her own age.

Joanne