Andrea's transition

Andrea has been going thru a transition to a 3 year old baby girl over the past month. I have also been making some major changes in order to adapt to the new reality of having a baby daughter.

Andrea's inability to control her bodily functions has had a major affect on her mental and emotional state. Every time she wets or makes in her diaper she cries. I hold her in my arms and tell her that there is nothing wrong with that. That is how babies communicate that they need to be changed. I have told her that she must be in diapers until she can control herself. She remembers the terrible accidents she had. So embarrassing.

Andrea has begun potty training. She sits each day on a potty chair for an hour each morning. Hopefully she can regularize her bowel movements. The bottom part is transparent plastic which makes it easy to monitor her progress at a glance. Sometimes, when I have visitors, I take out the potty chair and have her sit on it within clear view of my guests. That is when i use the trigger word "Sissy Andrew". That is extremely humiliating for her.

Andrea only has a vocabulary of about 10 or so baby words (mama, dolly, milky, etc). Much of the time she just uses baby gibberish. Her days consist of at least 12 hours in her bed (babies need lots of sleep), playing with her dolls, coloring pictures, watching some cartoons, and drinking milk from a bottle and jars of baby food.

I am converting her room to a baby nursery. We need more day care (baby sitters) for her but that is working out fine.

I am definitely planning on changing Andrea's attire to something more appropriate - baby dresses. One feature of baby dresses is that they always leave her diaper and plastic panties at least partially in view, This is both to make clear her status as a baby for both herself and others, but also for practical reasons as it will make her diaper changes easier.

I received an interesting suggestion today. What do you think about it?
Another idea for your consideration concerns her hair. While her long curls are the envy of any eight year old, I dont think they suit Baby Andrea so well. I know this may sound too outlandish initially, but you should consider the option of having her head shaved, after which she can be made to wear a preferably semitransparent bonnet. Actually you could leave a small tuft of hair on the top of her head to be tied with a pink ribbon, this can be combined with her bonnet wear by leaving a small opening at the top of the bonnet through which the tuft can be pulled an tied. Her new hairdo can be motivated by telling her that she wil be allowed to have her hair grow back when she has learnt not to wet her diapers any longer.

Joanne

Interview with Liz (Andrea's baby sitter)

Liz is one of the baby sitters who has sat for Andrea. She has probably been with Andrea at least a half dozen times. All of them (except for one) with Andrea as an 8 year old little girl. I sent her these questions last week by email and received these answers.

What was your reaction when you saw Andrea as a little girl the first time?
I almost died laughing. I could not believe what I was seeing. A grown man dressed as a little girl walking around, talking and acting like a child. I thought it was quite the funny act. But it did not take too long for me to realize that Andrea really is a little girl. She was not acting at all. That was even more shocking. Joanne explained to me how easy it was to reduce this submissive sissy to a child. I was very surprised but even more impressed.

Tell us about your relationship with Andrea.
Andrea is a sweet and darling little girl. I love playing dolls with her. Reading her books. Watching girly movies with her. She truly is a pretty princess. She reacts to new discoveries with the joy and excitement of a child. She screams with excitement. I love to see the joy in her eyes. We have a fun time together. But, like any child, she gets into a bad mood and pouts when she cannot have her way. Then she needs an attitude correction. Sometimes a time-out or maybe a spanking.

Is there anything you have done differently with Andrea than with other girls her age?
Andrea is much less mature than other 8 year old girls. Emotionally and intellectually she is at least a year or two behind. Maybe more. I'm not the expert. Just comparing her to other girls her age. She has too many babyish tendencies that come out at inappropriate times.

What do you enjoy most about baby sitting for Andrea?
She is so sweet and delightful. She loves to please.

How do you feel about Andrea being a 3 year old baby in diapers now?
Last week was the first time I sat for Andrea when she was a 3 year old baby girl. This just seems much more age appropriate for her. Especially since she still cannot control her bodily functions. That's the minimum expectation to get out of diapers.
She drinks warm milk and juice from a bottle. I also feed her jars of baby food. her vocabulary is limited to the words that a 3 year old would know. If anything I would say she has just turned 3 years old. She has a long way to go to reach the maturity level of a 4 year old girl.

Please feel free to post questions for Liz. I will send them to her for her replies.

Joanne

Tinkling Andrea

Andrea was taught a new trigger word last Sunday, "Tinkling Andrea". Every time we visit with Susan she tells me she is amazed at how submissive and compliant Andrea is. The purpose of this new trigger word combination is for Andrea to lose control of her bladder and wet her panties.
We tried it a few times on Sunday evening without success. Then I realized that Andrea probably did not have a full bladder at the time because when she got undressed her panties were a bit wet. But not enough to notice while we were out.

I left work mid-afternoon on Monday and took Andrea for an early dinner and shopping. She was wearing her Pretty Princess dress and Barbie panties. We went to Denny's where I order her a grilled cheese sandwich and milk. I love ordering her food from the children's menu. It's enjoyable to reinforce that she is a child for everyone she meets. I had her drink 3 tall glasses of milk.

She asked to go pee but I told her to wait. We went into Macy's and were browsing around the women's department. After a few minutes I told her to stand next to me near a rack of dresses. She did as she was told. Then I said to her "Tinkling Andrea". OMG! She was peeing in her panties, down her leg and on the floor. She could not stop. Of course, I got very upset with her and asked her what she was doing?

"Andrea, what is wrong with you? Can't you control yourself? Are you a baby who cannot control her wetting"?
Andrea broke into tears. She had no idea what was happening. I could tell how embarrassed and humiliated she was.

I took her to the baby changing room and put her on the table. Then I cleaned her with baby wipes and put clean panties (which I had in my purse) on her. I explained to her that if she could not control herself she will have to be diapered and learn to accept being treated as a baby. She was very distraught. Whimpering and crying.

On Tuesday I brought her with me to the Bridal Shoppe. She was in the back room playing. I gave her a large bottle of juice and told her to drink it all. I came back 30 minutes later and gave her another. She drank that. About 30 minutes more I took her with me to a meeting with the girls. She was standing a few feet away from me when I use the new trigger words. OMG! This time she just let go immediately. All the girls noticed. Their reaction made Andrea break down and start bawling just like a baby. Embarrassment and humiliation were not even close to what I could see on her face.

"Andrea", I said in a very stern voice, "I have had enough of this baby behavior. What do we need to do? Must we put you in diapers and treat you like a baby?" So Sweet. She cried and nodded her head and said "Yes" in a small voice.

I sent her back to the ladies room with Ms Emily to change and diaper her. When she returned she was wearing a diaper and had a pacifier in her mouth and a baby bottle in her hand. The look of humiliation on her face was incredible.

"Andrea, you are a 3 year old baby girl. Babies of that age don't know too many words. So be careful of what you say or you will be punished. But now it is time for you to go and take a nap. Babies need lots of sleep." I gave her a plush bunny and took her to the back room and put her on the couch to sleep.

Now I need to look for nursery schools for our little baby girl.

Joanne

Nursery school or First Grade?

Andrea came home from Lindas on Tuesday. I gave her quite a spanking. Her bottom is still very red and sore. She was told how awful and inappropriate her behavior was. In the meantime she is in diapers and has a pacifier in her mouth when she is not eating. It is very humiliating for her to pee and go in her diapers like a baby. She is so embarrassed that she must ask to have her diapers changed (either by me or her teenage baby sitter). When we are out I carry a diaper bag for those times when baby Andrea needs to be changed. Plus a plastic baby bottle if she is thirsty. I also have some jars of baby food in the bag if she is hungry. All of that is very disturbing to Andrea. But she has been told that if she acts like a baby she will be treated as one. This will end tonight. She will be allowed back in her pretty Barbie panties on Sunday.

We will be visiting Susan on Sunday. If you remember, she is Andrea's therapist and hypnotist. We are going to add another trigger word, "Tinkling Andrea". On hearing this she will immediately lose control of her bladder and wet her panties. Of course, this will happen when she is in public with others present. Andrea will soon learn to ask to be diapered and learn to accept being treated like a baby who cannot control her wetting. An 8 year old girl does not wet her panties.

So the question is, come September, whether Andrea will be a 3 year old girl in nursery school or a 6 year old girl in first grade who is completely potty trained. I am sure the sight of little miss Andrea trying to go while sitting on her potty chair will be quite a sight. It is sad that it will be very frustrating for her because she will have no control over her bladder. She must be kept in diapers until she proves she is potty trained.

If she is in nursery school I plan to convert her room into a nursery. That mean she will be a baby girl for a very long time.
Please let me know what you think. Nursery School or First Grade?

Joanne

Andrea's first week as a legal minor

Andrea is a bit young to understand what exactly happened at the court hearing. I explained to her that it means that there will be adults that will always be around to take care of her and make sure she is safe and well taken care of. We all want her to be a happy little girl. She now has the same last name as mine. She smiled at that.

Andrea's teacher, Ms Dotson, told me that Andrea should start in the first grade in the fall with the 6 year olds. She said that 3rd grade was too difficult for Andrea. Emotionally and socially she is not ready for the 3rd grade. She still has babyish reactions to things that frustrate her.

This weekend Andrea is at my friend Linda's home. Linda has a 6 month old baby boy. She asked if Andrea could be her baby girl for the weekend so her baby boy could have some company. Andrea argued a bit but finally accepted that she will be a 2 year old baby girl in diapers for the weekend.

Andrea mostly has adapted well as a baby girl this weekend. She drank milk from a bottle, ate jars of baby food, had her diaper changed, and was talking and playing like a little baby. But she had one major mistake that was very disturbing. Friday evening Linda breast fed her baby boy and put him to sleep in his crib. Then she put Andrea on her lap to breast feed our baby girl.

As a little baby Andrea was expected to just drink from Linda's breast because that's all babies are interested in. But our little baby girl soon reached out and squeezed Linda's breast. Linda was very upset! She turned Andrea over and spanked her good and hard until she was crying at the top of her lungs! Andrea is being punished by being a baby for 2 more full weeks. She is being taught to breast feed properly as a baby.

If she does not behave properly over the next 2 weeks she will spend the summer as a little baby girl. Then she will start nursery school as a 3 year old in the fall. She will know some words but also speak in baby language. It would take her 5 years to get back to being an 8 year old girl. That is if she is emotionally and socially ready each year for advancement.

Will keep you all informed.
Joanne

Andrea is now legally a child

The court hearing on Monday was actually much more straight forward and less stressful that I thought. My lawyer presented the petition for Andrea to be declared a minor. The two psychiatrists who interviewed her then presented their findings. Basically that Andrea is mentally and emotionally a child who cannot look after herself. Then the judge asked Andrea a few questions. Pretty basic stuff about what her interests are (her dolls, school, her books and games); how she feels about her Mommy and her friends; and then she explained, in simple terms, what was happening. Andrea stated that she understood that I would be responsible for her and make sure she is cared for in every way. The the judge signed the papers and it was all over.

Andrea is now a minor. A little girl with the rights of a child. She has no adult responsibilities or rights. I am responsible for her well being. Also her last name was changed legally to mine since she is now legally my daughter.

Last week I took Andrea to a doctor recently to discuss her having the operation to remove those boy parts. Andrea will be a much happier little girl when that is done. Hope to have that done sometime before the summer is over.

This weekend Andrea will be visiting my friend Linda. Linda has a 6 month old baby boy. She asked if Andrea could be her baby girl for the weekend so her baby could have some company. I am sure Andrea will love being Linda's little baby girl.

The photo is a recent picture of Andrea when we visited the American Girl store.

Joanne.

Andrea is a sweet little girl

I just spent the last 2 weeks on a buying trip for my Bridal Shoppe on the west coast (mostly California). Usually I take one the the salesgirls with me. But this time I decided to take Andrea on the trip. It's not particularly easy to take a child but I felt it would be a good experience and helpful to her development as a little girl. I took her with me to most of my appointments during the day. But in the evenings I arranged for teenage girls to baby sit her. An 8 year old girl can't be left alone while I am out at business meetings or socializing with friends and colleagues.

Andrea did very extremely well. Little girls can keep themselves busy for awhile but after a few hours they need attention. Andrea had her dolls, books, games (ipod touch) and little projects to keep her busy. She would usually sit in an office while I worked. There were also times when other little girls were available to play with her. There were times she would whine for attention because she was either hungry, bored or just wanted her Mommy. I did not punish her for that because that is pretty usual behavior for a child. Actually I was very happy to see that she was acting her age.

The women I work with were a bit surprised to meet Andrea for the first time. But she makes a fine first impression. She has been taught to curtsey and politely say "How do you do" to any adult she is introduced to. It does not take long for the adults to see that is is a darling sweet girl.

There was only once when Andrea started to whine excessively. She was very tired at the end of a long day. I told her to behave for only 15 minutes more. But she persisted in crying. I put a pacifier in her mouth and warned her about acting like a baby. That scared her. She remembered the time she was a baby in diapers for a weekend.

The school year has ended for Andrea. Unfortunately she did not do well in 3rd grade. Ms Dotson has recommended that Andrea begin with first grade in the fall. She says that Andrea needs help with her reading and writing. Going back to basics might be for the best. Plus Ms Dotson says Andrea has babyish tendencies (as I noted above). Being with 6 year old girls would be more age appropriate for her.

Lastly I should mention that each day we had a "Sissy Andrew" moment. Andrea is well aware of the humiliation she must endure with each person she is introduced to. Everyone realizes that she has been reduced to a child, a pretty little girl in gorgeous dresses who loves playing with her dolls. Andrea knows how much this pleases her Mommy and Auntie Casey.
She always asks to be shown off, as a pretty little girl, to everyone.

Joanne.

I am a Little Piggy

Mistress Emily (kissing her feet) has made Little Miss Andrea her little piggy. I don't want to be too graphic but picture Andrea on her hands and knees on the floor. Then picture a pig on a spit. The pig's mouth and bottom hole being used to hold it up over the fire. Andrea was not held over a fire but you get the idea.

Mistress Emily (kissing her feet) helped Little Miss Andrea this afternoon to write a special poem as her little piggy. She asked me to put it in my blog. This is Andrea talking about herself.

I am Ms Emily's little piggy
I'm on my hands and knees
I love to suck and slurp
and make little piggy noises

Ms Emily and Master Tim fill me up
With warm milk and sweet juice
This little piggy gets all dirty
I am given a sweet smelling bubble bath
To make me a pretty little girl again

Wish you could have heard her say her poem. Maybe I'll have her record it and put the sound file on my blog.

Joanne.

Andrea's New Prayer

Andrea has become totally immersed into her life as an 8 year old girl. She knows now that she has always been a little girl. No more thoughts of once being a boy or an adult. Those were just bad dreams. Andrea has written a new prayer for her Auntie Casey. We worked on it together so that it could be as close to perfect as possible. A prayer is a very serious thing. These are all Andrea's thoughts and desire as she prays to her Auntie Casey.


My dearest Auntie Casey
Thank you for helping me be a sweet and happy little girl.
I am a pretty princess. I have always been a little girl.
I love being a little girl.

I promise to worship you every moment of every day.
My every thought and purpose is always to please you.
I belong to you. My reason for being is to give you pleasure.
I will gladly do anything that you wish of me.

I am a child. A pretty eight year old girl.
I beg you to let me be a little girl forever.
I adore being your pretty princess

I love to wear my pretty girly dresses all the time
Playing with my dolls, watch pretty princess movies and draw lovely pictures
I enjoy playing girly games with my girlfriends
I also am a good daughter, helping Mommy when she needs

I am an innocent and needy little girl.
I am dependent on Mommy and Auntie for everything.
Auntie and Mommy know what is best for me and I will do whatever they tell me
I beg you to punish and humiliate me if I ever misbehave
I love you, Auntie Casey


Joanne

Little Miss Andrea and Ms Emily

Ms Emily is a lovely young woman who has been working at my Bridal Shoppe for some time now. I recently promoted Emily to assistant manager. She is extremely competent, strong-willed, very intelligent and a hard worker. She seemed to develop an interest in Andrea from the moment she started working for me. When Andrea became a child Emily became even more interested. She enjoyed playing games and dolls with Andrea on her breaks. I thought that that was very sweet of Emily.

It was not more than a month ago that I learned that Emily is quite Domme. I am quite the opposite where adult women are concerned. Emily could tell that I was interested in a relationship. It was not long before she became Mistress Emily to me.
Ms Emily expects me to share Andrea with her. But this blog is about Little Miss Andrea, not me.

Last night, Mistress Emily came for dinner. We had a lovely evening highlighted by Ms Emily enjoying playing with little Miss Andrea. Emily knows all about the key words. The one that interested her most was "Sissy Andrew". (Emily had me write down the chat with Andrea and write it in my blog).

Emily: "Sissy Andrew"
Andrea: (after about a 30 second pause) "Please Auntie Casey. I beg you to show off your pretty princess to everyone."
Emily: Why did you say that Andrea?
Andrea: Because I must please Auntie Casey and Mommy. They love it so much when they can show off their Pretty Princess.
Emily: You will do anything to please Mommy and Auntie Casey. Andrea?
Andrea: yes, Ms Emily.
Emily: Is that why you let yourself be reduced from a man to a little girl?
Andrea: (Starts to cry and sob) Yes, Ms Emily.
Emily: We're you a man before , Andrea?
Andrea: (Still sobbing) Yes, Ms Emily.
Emily: How to do you feel now, Andrea?
Andrea: (Crying) Very small and very helpless, Ms Emily. Ms, Emily....?
Emily: Yes, Andrea?
Andrea: May I please have my Samantha doll, Ms Emily?
Emily (laughing): (hands Andrea her Samantha doll)
Andrea takes her Samantha doll from Emily and begins to hug her tightly in her arms (still sobbing)
Emily: Andrea, you never were a man. You have always been a little girl "Pretty Princess"
Andrea: "I am a pretty princess. I have always been a little girl. I love being a little girl"

I put Andrea to bed after that. Ms Emily and I chatted about what had transpired.
She commented about how helpless and small Andrea truly is. Her reaction was something to the effect that "Andrea's only possible reaction was to cry like a little girl and reach for the comfort of her doll". She truly is
a helpless little child.

Joanne

Andrea's Punishment

About a month ago Andrea was caught lying to her Mommy and Auntie. She was saying things about when she was a boy. I had warned her many times that it was not funny or appropriate for a little girl to lie. Especially since I know of no little girl who would make up lies of that type. Andrea knows she was born on June 15, 2001 and has fond memories of growing up as my darling daughter. She remembers her 5th birthday party when we went to the zoo with her girlfriends. She does enjoy talking about that.

Ms Casey and I decided that Andrea would be a very small baby for the weekend to teach her a lesson. She was put in a baby dress and diapers. (Doesn't she look adorable in her dress and bonnet?) She was fed baby food and drank warm milk from bottles. Most of the time she would have a pacifier in the mouth. She was not allowed to say anything but baby gibberish. She also had a baby sitter for the weekend. She was given lots of food and liquids which forced her to make in her diapers. You can be sure Andrea was totally humiliated by having women change her diapers.

Andrea spent the weekend mostly in bed or on the floor playing with baby toys and making baby sounds. She learned what being completely helpless is all about. She admitted that she hated every minute of this punishment. Andrea told me that what she missed the most was her pretty dresses. Isn't that adorable and sweet?

But, in order to be sure she does not ever misbehave again I am starting to organize a nursery for a baby girl. The next time she misbehaves she will be a baby for a week (at least). Here are photos of the baby crib and high chair that I plan to order for her.

Since her punishment she has been the best little girl a Mommy could ever have. She listens and obeys. There is nothing she will not do for her Mommy and Auntie. She loves her life as an 8 year old girl (she tells me that often). The threat of being a baby brings her to tears.




Joanne

Clinging to Mommy's Skirts

Have you ever seen a shy little girl, say about 2 or 3 years old, clinging to her Mommy's skirts? Have you seen the same little girl at age 4 or 5 going to school for her first day clinging to Mommy's skirts because she is shy and afraid? I have always found that behavior cute and adorable. There is something just darling about shy and helpless little girls who need the protection and care of their Mommies.

Andrea has become quite the clingy little girl at times. Even though she is 8 years old she gets very shy quite often. it usually happens when she feels someone staring at her or just a general sense of helplessness. It does not happen when I specifically introduce her to someone. When that happens she has been taught to curtsey and say "how do you do?" and then give a sweet girly smile. When she is "clingy" she will stand behind me, hold me around the waist loosely (sometimes a bit tighter depending on how she is feeling) and put her head on my back. Once she even put her thumb in her mouth like a little baby.

I do find this occasional behavior sweet and adorable. I told my sweet little girl that any time she feels she needs to cling to me she should do it. It is very endearing to feel how dependent she is on her Mommy. The other thing she does, when we are out in public together, is hold my hand very tightly. There are times when I need my hand to hold something or get something out of my purse. At those moments Andrea may lightly grab my skirt or be very clingy as I have described.

Our little girl is so submissive, helpless and adorably sweet. She loves pleasing her Mommy and Auntie. Does this give you an idea of Andrea's mental and emotional state? She has accepted her situation and just adores being a little girl.

Joanne.

Reducing Andrea to a little girl

The challenge with transforming Andrea into a little girl is all the baggage that comes with having male and adult memories, experiences and possessions. Andrea moved in with me into my guest room. I'm still in the process of decorating it for a little girl. Taking control over all her possessions was quite easy. My lawyer made all the arrangements. Andrea signed all the papers.
As a child she has no need for a car, credit cards and the like. With my power of attorney I am able to use her money and assets to take care of all her needs as a little girl.

The biggest challenge was to take her to the point where she would not think and act like an adult. I found a psychologist and hypnotist by the name of Susan. Susan explained to me that children and submissives are the most susceptible to hypnosis. Using trigger words Susan could create the memories and a reality for Andrea. We started with "Pretty Princess". When Andrea hears those words she says aloud "I am a pretty princess. I have always been a little girl. I love being a little girl". It triggers many more memories of growing up as a little girl and a birthday of June 15, 2001. Her emotions are of loving being a little girl. She is cared for and adores everything about being a child. Her pretty dresses, her dolls, her girlfriends, her Mommy and Auntie.

There is also a need to negatively reinforce having any boy or adult thoughts. When she hers the words "Wicked Witch" she gets very scared. Because she has been telling lies and making up stories about being a boy. She knows that she will be punished. When she hears those words she will feel pain, will start to cry and then say. "I have never been a boy. Please punish me for lying. I have always been a little girl".

This worked fairly well except for one situation for which she was punished. She was forced to be a baby in diapers for a weekend. I will write more about that in a future post.

Susan recently added one more trigger phrase "Sissy Andrew". When he hears "Sissy Andrew" the FIRST thing he thinks of is that he used to be a man who could not please women. Deep thoughts of humiliation.
Not long after (maybe 10-15 seconds) the SECOND thought that enters his mind is that he is now a little 8 year old girl. Everything has been taken away. He is totally dependent on adults. The humiliation is 100 times more because he knows that everyone who sees him instantly knows that he has been reduced to a little girl.
The FINAL thought (another 15-20 seconds later) is one of joy that he is finally able to please a woman by becoming a little girl. The first words out of his mouth are "Please Auntie Casey. I beg you to show off your pretty princess to everyone." He know he is begging for more humiliation but he desires to please Mommy and Auntie so much that he has no choice. It is the only way he can please a woman. This is hard to explain without seeing the emotions that Andrea experiences. What happened Saturday afternoon was, for me, a truly incredible experience.

I had contacted two of Andrea's former co-workers. Two women who knew him well. They only knew him as a man.
They were waiting for us at the restaurant. I had Trish (Andrea's baby-sitter) come also to help out. I had Trish wait with Andrea outside so i could meet the ladies first and explain that there have been some changes to their friend. I texted Trish and told her to bring Andrea to our table. She was wearing her Pretty Princess dress and carrying her Samatha (American Girl) doll. Andrea was in "Pretty Princess" mode. I'm not sure whether she recognized the ladies. But she curtsied as she had been taught and then sat down. She was very shy as all little girls are when they meet new people.

At first the ladies thought that it was all one big Halloween type joke. They complimented Andrea on her dress, her doll and how cute she looked. After maybe 30 minutes or so they said she could stop acting. When she continued to be her little girl self they started to take this all seriously. At that point I said "Sissy Andrew" and started into Andrea's eyes. It's hard for me to explain but there was an unmistakable look of horror and extreme humiliation in them. She said the words "Please Auntie Casey. I beg you to show off your pretty princess to everyone." Then she screamed the word "Mommy" and started cry like a baby. I knew then that she recognized her former co-workers. She was horrified at what they saw she had become. I took her in my arms and tried to comfort her. After a short time I whispered "Pretty Princess" into her ear. She calmed down in a few minutes.

There was no doubt that she has become a helpless child completely dependent on adults for everything. The only reaction she could have was to cry like a little girl and scream for her Mommy's arms. I had Trish take her to the Ladies Room in order to relax her and clean her teary eyes. The ladies were at a loss for words. But by the time Andrea returned to the table they started treating her completely as a little girl.


Joanne

Andrea has started 3rd grade

I will write much more soon about Andrea's transition to childhood. But I'd like to share an important milestone that happened this week. Andrea started school in the 3rd grade. She joined 4 other girls in a home schooling class being taught by a Ms Dotson. Ms Dotson is a lovely lady who adores children. She took to Andrea right away.

Andrea is the youngest girl in the class. The other four girls are about 6 to 12 months older. Andrea is also younger both from a maturity level and at a lower grade level. She is still doing 2nd grade work. Plus she reacts much more emotionally to situations than the other girls. Her patience level is much lower. She is apt to start crying or sulking much more than the other girls.
She goes to school 4 days a week from 9 AM to 3 PM. I have asked her to write about her experiences this first week as a little girl in 3rd grade. This is what she wrote for me.

Mommy - I am having so much fun in school. Ms Dotson is very kind and loves teaching us girls. I like the other girls in the class. Their names are Lauren, Becky, Marsha and Erin. The girls are a bit older than I am. They are also better at school work than me. But I hope I can catch up. Most of this week we did reading and writing. I was learning to read the book "Sneakers, The Seaside Cat". It is all about Sneakers (the cat) who goes to the sea and finds so many interesting creatures. I laughed so much. The pictures are wonderful. The other thing is that I wear pretty dresses to school every day. All the other girls wear jeans and sneakers. I was feeling bad about that at first. But Ms Dotson said that I should be happy to be a girly girl. The other girls said I look very pretty in my dresses. I was so happy to hear that.

Andrea defers to the older girls in class. She is quite a follower. it is very interesting to see how they enjoy that she plays the games that they choose. Sometimes she wants to get her way and just pouts. But Ms Dotson catches that and corrects her behavior.

I must tell you that Andrea is such a cute and sweet girl when I drop her off for school. She is very excited that she can spend the day with other girls her age.

Joanne.

Next Steps to Childhood

Just having Andrea dress as a little girl was not at all sufficient. Our goal was to regress him to childhood where he would think and act as a little girl at all times. She would become totally and completely dependent on adults for everything. All his adult possessions would be take away. No car, no credit cards, no cell phone, no money (except for some candy money), absolutely nothing. being completely reduced to a child where the only things that would occupy her thoughts would be her dolls, her coloring books, her girly games and school work that was age appropriate for an 8 year old little girl.

It was very difficult for Andrea to stop talking like an adult and being concerned about adult issues. She was coming to work with me as a little girl. She would sit and play with her dolls and toys, read books, play games on her computer. The women at the Bridal Shoppe would occasionally stop by and play a little with her. I sometimes would take her on errands so she would adjust to people seeing her as a little girl.

She has a special prayer to her Auntie Casey which she has been reciting twice a day. Both at bedtime and when she awakes. It is quite precious to see her say her prayer from memory. She becomes quite emotional. This has had a major affect on changing her mindset from an adult to a child. Plus the chastity was making her weaker and more submissive by the day.

My dearest Auntie Casey
Please help me become the little girl I was meant to be
I am a child. A pretty eight year old girl.
I must stop pretending to be a big girl except for playing dress-up at home
Please help me give up all adult interests, thoughts and responsibilities.
I am ready to transition completely into childhood
Where Mommy cooks, takes me out to play and puts me to bed.

I love to wear my pretty girly dresses all the time
Playing with my dolls, watch pretty princess movies and draw lovely pictures
I enjoy playing girly games with my girlfriends
I also am a good daughter, helping Mommy when she needs

I promise to be completely submissive and well-behaved for all the adults in my life
I promise to give up all adult interests and thoughts
I have no need for adult things like a car and credit cards

I am an innocent and vulnerable little girl.
I am dependent on Mommy and Auntie for everything.
Auntie and Mommy know what is best for me and I will do whatever they tell me
I beg you to punish and humiliate me if I ever act like an adult again
I love you, Auntie Casey

I have requested that Andrea write about her first week at 3rd grade. I will post that soon.
Joanne

Introduction to my daughter, Andrea

The sweet 8 year old little girl you see in this photo is my new daughter Andrea. She was born on June 15, 2001. That makes her 8 years old. She is a darling little girl who loves playing with her dolls, drawing pretty pictures, playing girly games, helping her Mommy, and wearing pretty dresses. She also attends school 4 days a week in the 3rd grade. She is a very well adjusted and happy little girl who adores everything about being a little girl.

But the truth is that Andrea found herself in her current situation in a slightly different path than most little girls. Andrea is a sissy. A "man" who is submissive and enjoys being girly and feminine. He found Mistress Casey and asked for her help to begin living as a full time woman. The first thing Casey did was to lock him in chastity. For those who are not aware (for me also) chastity is the direct path to total sexual control. Andrea became so much more compliant and submissive with each passing day.

So how did Andrea and I meet? One day Andrea came into my Bridal Shop and asked about the job as assistant manager. She was dressed in a lovely pink suede skirt suit. She looked and behaved quite professional and very intelligent. I sensed a "child- like" excitement in her about the job opportunity. I found that charming and appealing. So after a couple interviews I decided to give her a chance.

Her responsibilities were administrative and also to help the salesgirls on the shoppe floor with keeping the gowns organized and on the proper racks. Things can get quite disorganized with gowns being taken off the main racks and moved to many different dressing rooms and locations as brides try them on. The most critical thing is to label a dress as belonging to a specific customer and put that gown on the "hold" rack. Andrea's administrative tasks included keeping track of sales, orders, vendors and shipments. That's quite a lot of responsibility for a person.


Andrea was working well and trying extremely hard but always seemed to make childish mistakes. One day I found her carrying a few dresses under her arms with the trains dragging on the floor. That was just totally unacceptable. Casey and I decided that if she was going to act so childish then she would learn what it would be like to be a child for a day. So we dressed Andrea up in this pretty flower faces dress and had her spend a Friday as a little girl. She came with me to the Shoppe that morning. All the girls were quite shocked to see her as a little girl hugging her doll to her bosom. They could not help but laughing at her predicament. In the afternoon I took Andrea out with me to run errands and do some shopping. Of course, many people looked and stared at her. I'm sure she felt embarrassed and humiliated. She spent the entire weekend as a child.

When Casey and I talked Sunday evening it was very clear to us that Andrea would be much better off living as a full time little girl. That's how it all started. I'll write more soon. I'll also have Little Miss Andrea do some writing on my blog. Even though she is only in 3rd grade she can write complete sentences. I'd love to have her share how much she loves going to school and being with other girls her own age.

Joanne